七春　♥　雪子

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

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zariel aka nanaharu
31`12`91
17++
capricorn
~~single ;~~ married

`love

My One And Only Dearie
Besties

`loathe

backstabbers
its hard for things to get on my nerves LOL

its really hard...

loved

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

hey... long while since i made a post... haha... all was dearies doing... haha... thanks dearie for missing me so much... now i blog while ur sleeping in the other room ... hahaha...

december holidays... nothing much actually... celebrated christmas with dearie, faiz, ermo, nicol, his gf, bert, yuer, andrew, lixian... just like that... its all over... then to my birthday... thanks dearie, jq, david, shin, ermo and joel... who were free to celebrate with me... thanks u guys... it was really enjoyable... its been awhile since i celebrated birthday with friends... everyone only cares bout the new year... :( haha... and thats the end of year 2008...

its already 7 days since 2009... still waiting for my results and wondering wad am i going to do in the future... just wanna slack slack slack... dun feel like working either.. hahahaha... I CARE... looking forward to CNY... not for the money... but spending my first CNY with dearie... and for friends and MAHJONG... ERR... soon soon... i wonder where is albert... i think he is back later? prolly visit him tml... haha... thats kinda all for the year 2009... 2008 was alright? i dunno... there were ups... there were downs... i really dunno wad to say about 2008... hope this year would run smoothly for everyone... and LOVE YOU DEAR!!! MWAAH!!!

...ZZZ....

I pen down my thoughts at 11:40 AM