七春　♥　雪子

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

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zariel aka nanaharu
31`12`91
17++
capricorn
~~single ;~~ married

`love

My One And Only Dearie
Besties

`loathe

backstabbers
its hard for things to get on my nerves LOL

its really hard...

loved

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

My last post was 2 months ago??!!! didnt feel like blogging... haha... but now iam so bored early in the morning... so just blog to kill time and a lil update on my life... its not that fun tho... :(

O' Levels just finished a week ago... kinda happy about that... but results wise... i doubt so... take result then say.. lol... recently... just kinda boring... just sleep and wake up like there is no meaning in life... i wake up and think wad can i do today... meet dearie? thats for sure... then go dbg again??? SIBEI SIAN AH!!! needa find a part time job... quick... but no lobang... applied for a job at Yamaha... wanna work with bro and faiz... but now... that stupid boss dun wan hire us... lol... i wonder why? sigh... but whatever... now gonna work at the IT fair at EXPO from 27-30 tho... 1 hr $6... selling fucked up lap tops... Y NOT? moreover my friends are working with me... hope i dun fuck up while working... damn scared.... hahaha...

for the rest of the previous week or so... kinda spending time with dearie... she seems kinda down lately... she thinks we drifted apart... i dun think so... we still love each other so very much right??? i hope u would be happy u know? i would do anything for u really... I LOVE U DEAR!!! MWAAH...

ok... back to reality... i need a job badly!!! omg... sigh... this is all i guess...

BYE BYE!

I pen down my thoughts at 10:31 AM