七春　♥　雪子

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

actually wanna type a few things.... but then... IE hanged, and there goes my blogpost... FUCK...

but... sorry dearie... dun be sad... i love you... i will make it up to you after exams k? i love you!!!! mwaah! <3

zzz

I pen down my thoughts at 5:41 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

first thing is, congrats me for studying for a few hours last night when jq was at my place... hahaha.... the first time i revised some of my stuff since sec 2? lol... brain rusty luh... hwhw... sorry to trouble u jq... but must help... lol... i dun wanna fail... thanks alot!!!! treat u to lunch or game next time hehehe....

and now some random stuff...

RULES : 20 random things about your highness, and for every minute spent, tag that number of people...

1: random things about me? wtf??
2: eh... iam happy i studied...
3: was thinking of baby all along
4: miss her so much...
5: hope to see her soon...
6: hope i can study more for upcoming exams
7: i want to see my baby soon...
8: wad was baby doing for the whole day neh?
9: hmmmmmmmmmm
10: oh no... iam out of ideas...
11: i feel like playing majong... 0.0
12: i just fucking had a bad stomach ache thanks to supper
13: iam still thinking of baby
14: y am i doing this??(for baby) XD
15: i swear iam going to sleep after this... iam sleepy...
16: iam, hungry again cos i puked out supper
17: money?
18: are there intresting stuffs for me to do?
19: y faiz face so ugly... lol
20: ok... screw this... i dunno wad to type anymore... lol...

so i took like 5 mins to type a hell lot of bullshit?
5 people :
dearie <3
faiz
ah kang
jq
david

swee... kum kum ho 5 ppl... hehehe... so now... slp? lol

tml back to study...

ZZZ~ I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! MWAAH!!! <3

I pen down my thoughts at 8:14 AM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

hey... anyone knows where can i get ps1 games... anyone tell me... i think i need to start up my ps1 again.... i wanna play play play... most importantly final fantasy 8!!! anyone can lend?? lol...

if haf tell me k??? thanks!!!

I pen down my thoughts at 8:01 PM

HI THERE PEOPLE... tho my blog was dead... iam just fucking all alone at home staring blankly at the goddamn computer screen and trying to find out wad am i trying to do these days... its lonely... :( so guess gonna blog again i think?

so... lets see... current situation now... is... iam all alone... for now? thinking about suet... would she come and look for me? would she? would she? thats wad iam kinda thinking about now... patiently waiting for her to open up my front door to my house and come in and give me a big hug... guess that would be nice? but then again... its already 1 plus and she is in some lala land... so i just have to wait ya? i hope it turns out well waiting... patience is a virtue isnt it?

for the past few months of going to school... i suppose it was fun but kinda stressful as well... people are putting me down when iam trying my best to attend school and stuff... suet and frens support me tho... mum is giving me a hell of irritation... how is she like? lets see... always saying that if u dun wanna study please go to NS and make good use of yourself... from wad i remember... she hasnt been encouraging me to do anything anyway... lol... nice right? iam really trying my best... really...

i doubt things has been going well etither... the only things that stay happy in my life is suet, frens, and big bro... haha... for all this damn months... is was not easy... sleeping was hard even... not due to my late night sessions for the past years... but its really because my mind cant come to ease... peace and quiet is not really a thing i can find in my life... i haf been really thinking about a hell lot of questions about myself... what am i going to do? how will i fare in wad i do? what will happen to me in a few months or years down this shit ass path of life... it kinda sucks really... u get born into this world... study study study... then NS... then work for your whole life till ur fucking dead... but there are still happy times i guess...

currently... all i can fucking think of is just to get my O levels done... with a pass of course and continue to think think think and fucking think... it really stressing me out... everything in my life was some fucking mistake i guess... but for meeting good frens and a really good gf of mine... its another case... it comes to a point that its like iam going to get stuck in this little shit hole of mine for the fucking rest of my life... i hope thats not gonna happen...

this is life... probably there are many more people feeling as shitty as me... sigh....

could i sleep tonight? probably not

............... i love you so much dear... you just smsed me... u reached home... :(

I pen down my thoughts at 1:00 AM