七春　♥　雪子

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

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zariel aka nanaharu
31`12`91
17++
capricorn
~~single ;~~ married

`love

My One And Only Dearie
Besties

`loathe

backstabbers
its hard for things to get on my nerves LOL

its really hard...

loved

Friday, January 4, 2008

its been a month since i blogged... happy new year to everyone and my DEARIE... so nice spending christmas with u! I LOVE U! and thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday... thanks dear for the shirt u gave me for christmas... srry i only had a box of chocolates for u :(... will get u better stuff nxt time k? :)

and for the new year... sigh... i failed my N lvl by 1 damn point... guess i just haf to go private O le... i think thats my only option if i wanna be a drummer in future.... sigh... lucky father is understanding enuff... but apparently mum is not... sigh... keeps bugging me... wont she just shut up... zZz... wad can i do... dearie pls tell me... :(
(some random rants... fuck u bitch for insulting us and my girlfren....)
wad can i do... iam stuck in life... zZz... hope my parents let me enlist into a private school... or else... IAM SO SCREWED! good luck to me... and now trying to quit smoking!(attempt no. 1) hope i can succeed... mostly cos of my dearie tho... i just want the best for her... i love you!
(thanks virus for being a nice reporter) OK BYE!
sigh... cant get to slp these days... i just want my dearie with me! stay with me more often k? when will i be going to school... i dunno.... further updates nxt time k?

happy new year to all...

ciao~ love u dearie! mwaah!

I pen down my thoughts at 10:26 AM