七春　♥　雪子

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

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zariel aka nanaharu
31`12`91
17++
capricorn
~~single ;~~ married

`love

My One And Only Dearie
Besties

`loathe

backstabbers
its hard for things to get on my nerves LOL

its really hard...

loved

Thursday, November 15, 2007

iam back from the dead... lol... when was the last time i updated... i dunno when... lol... lifes getting boring? time to change environment luh... but i dun care... as long i haf my dear suet and every single thing on this Earth would be fine... yea yea...

N lvls over kinda like a month ago... was nua-ing till now... lazy to get job... hehe... i just want my dearie... XD and as usual... dbg dbg dbg dbg dbg... went to cck twice i think... haha... that time went talk to kang to super late lo... cab home 20 bucks! steam ah... hehe... i dun mind spending the money to spend time with my dear and my brudder ah kang...

so sad for dear... she lost her eamuse and nebo and ezlink... she was so sian can? she sian sian i also sian sian luh.. :( but atleast she got her eamuse liao... and the nebo so stupid! dbg ask we all go cck... then cck ask us go back dbg... then later in the afternoon gonna go cck again and check it out... guess it will take awhile... so use my card till then k dear? mwahhh...

faiz at my hse now... he stayed since yesterday... he O lvl sure fail liao... LOL... see his pattern... haha... he damn bastard... go home take money then go out again... haha... but happy for him to see him play until so happy... hehe...

no programs till later... thats it i guess...

CIAO~ i love u dear!

I pen down my thoughts at 4:40 AM