七春　♥　雪子

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

ok... drum mania and guitar freaks V4 is out... hmm... quite fast compared to V3... V3 took like 1/2 a year after the e-amusement service closed... haha... so good... V4 is here... everyones happy... thats good... haha...

this mix i think is not my type... cant really do well... but i think i can do well in only one song... the song is....... "MASCARADA"! haha... favourite... its nice... jazzy... but there are order nice songs too... i prefer the relaxing once... those super rock metal songs... NAH! this mix is super tricky compared to the previous... wonder if i can make it to 1200 again... i hope so... but i doubt so... it was a pain in the ass trying to get up there... but can see people like kang are trying hard to get to thier targeted skill point... haha... good good... hard mix to play... heh...

wad else should i blog... o ya... maple! i wonder why in the world iam i playing that game... haha... maybe faiz bert and yuer and of course my dearie influenced me to play too... guess i have to play along... holidays are slightly more then 24 hrs away... haha... meaning N lvls are gonna finish tml! YAY... but hope i pass tho... wahahaha...

and i gonna make a trip to CCK soon... hope u guys miss me... LOL... hope i dun see SOMEONE when i get there... see u buddies soon! i dunno if i should get a job... maybe i should... after a few days of slacking...

good points of getting a job is:
1: money for future use

i think thats the only thing why i should get a job... haha...

bad points are:
1: tiring
2: your boss may f*** around with you... (provided u get a f***ed up boss)
3: most importantly... i cant spend time with me dearie... XD

thats about it ya? i dunno wad else can i blog... kinda boring in singapore... wish i could go for a holiday... but i guess that day wont come... speaking of holiday... my dads gonna go to TOKYO! damn it... never bring me BLOODY HELL! but whatever... not really important anyway... haha... currently not in my wish list yet! eh wait... do i even have a wish list... call of the things i kinda wish i could haf is kinda impossible... so i guess i dont have a wish list after all... whaaha...

thats all for tonite my readers... hope this blog of mine is not too boring ya?

ciao~

I pen down my thoughts at 2:10 AM