七春　♥　雪子

Saturday, July 28, 2007

not gonna type much... but had a enjoyable day at dbg today... now damn tired... gonna slp...

after i get stuff done...haha...

zZz

I pen down my thoughts at 4:21 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

hmm... tml would be going to school... go school and smoke and do nothing again... sigh... stupid retarded school... go there and talk cock sing song with teacher... my as well ask david or whoever teach me... there must be someone who iam good with which is good in something rite?
and the god damn problem is that... my stupid mum does not fucking understand what iam trying to put to her... i say this... then she tell me to just fucking go to school... u guys think... wads the point of going to school and u dun get any shit in ur head... parents are just like that... they fucking ask u to go to school... then when u do wrong things... they blame u with hanging out with the wrong clique of people... so... frens come from school rite? if u think we children hang out with the wrong clique... y send us to school... its abit stupid don't u guys think???

i just cant make out what my mum is thinking... she does'nt know wad i want at all... she just forces me to study all this time... tell her i wanna be like my dad... do drumming... guess what she said... "NO... dun be like your father... get a better job with 5 days week and a nice office or something" hmmm ... my dad also work 5 days a week wad.... don't u guys think is kinda nice? being a drum teacher in the future? if u guys haf a father who works as a drum teacher in yamaha... guess u would wanna do the same thing as me right? sigh... but my mum always goes around and spoil my mood... this so is frustrating...

how??? mum still ask me go JC then go uni... i tell her i dun wan... then she kpkb... sigh... ppl who came to my hse before... hmm... actually only david faiz and you la... my mum like treat u all better then me... but what to do... i dun care... i dun wan her to care... all she knows is how to talk talk and talk... y cant u just give me my allowance... what i rightfully need... and let me do what i want... its not like i take ur money and i quit school straight away rite? my mum thinks iam kinda dumb... like preparing to fail and stuff... but... tell her also no point... waste my saliva nia... so dun care her lo... i get my O liao... do drumming... then see what she wanna say... she say anything also cannot stop me luh... wahahah...

bah... parents... MUM especially... BORING... sleep now...

zZz~

I pen down my thoughts at 12:39 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

CCB... i type so long liao then the blog error while publishing... NB... dun wan type liao la... screw the internet...

hope to see someone tml...

zZz~

I pen down my thoughts at 11:31 PM

hmm.... tml is monday... a boring day... someone holiday end le hor... :( but nvm... it ok... i also got school.. tml mother tongue oral... sian... y on monday... stupid government... set some stupid exams on monday... sigh... wad to do... so how? get on with life and fuck it... boring...

my chinese sucks... how? tho i speak it all the time... I CANT READ.... but i dunno how come my mandrin will pass also.. haha... maybe i am just lucky... haha...

sunday go papa hse... his home-cooked food soooooo nice... haha... how nice if he cooked everyday... haha... then go dbg... play one game of gf... then no money... bro took my money... forget take from him... haha...

tml drum lesson... will be at dbg ba... see anyone i will see tommorrow... hope u will be there...

zZz~

I pen down my thoughts at 11:31 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEBESTIAN... as if he will see this... lol... but dun care la.. nothing to post anyway... kinda late tho... his birthday was like yesterday... went to dbg on his birthday... then got this few jokers wearing school uniform... haha... i hate my school uniform... i would haf worn it more often if it was like white? damn... then was there playing talking... blablabla...

then waiting for sebestian to come lo... the cck people came as well... i think they come to eat or something... dunno... tot kang will gif me black face... that time u like so cold... but at least still got laugh laugh... thanks... then they all go le... after awhile then sebestian they all come le... and i think i nvr eat dinner yesterday... eh no... i share carles junior with faiz... lol... the fish burger so big... but one person can finish de... haha... after that went to cut cake lo... some oreo cheesecake frm mac cafe... so sux... guys... dun ever buy cake frm mac cafe... it sux... haha...

went to cathay... actually wanted to watch movie de... but no movie watch... we like sit at the couch in front of the snack stall for like until 1 ah... then we go pool fusion play pool... junction no space... so play at fusion... play until like so late... but long long one time enjoy can la... then they all came my place and drink... drink until wanna die like that... haha... drink liao then i zZz until nite then wake up... haha... so srry... nvr pei u whole day... srry...

and to that fucker... pls stop going around and tell us that ur dad will do this do that... do u really think that i will believe u if u ask ur dad to buy a cake then he want back the money? ur father is so fucking rich... do u think he will gif a shi about the mere 45 bucks... pls la... then still say will bring scotch down... wtf... then say going out with wad model fren... u can go fucking fuck her if u want... i dun gif a flying fuck also... then call u nvr pick... say no reception... and guess wad... u fucking say there is no fucking no reception and u still can reply back the sms in like about 10 seconds? pls la... if there is no fucking reception u wont even to fucking be able to fucking recieve the fucking sms... for fuck's sake... u want to brag about everything can... u want to lie to everyone also can... but get a fucking better excuse la... at least let it be believable... u stupid retard... say things nvr use brain nevermind... still go around bull shitting about practically everything... wads wrong with ur fucking mind... ur mind tells u to bullshit all the time??? u fucking say ur turning 18... 18 years old dunno how to think... na bei... a 10 yr old kid can fucking think better then u... ur parents must be wondering y i give birth to a fucking son like u... i rather give birth to a piece of fucking char siew... at least still can eat... u live of ur pathetic parents and treat them like dogs... at the most u can talk to ur fucking parents properly rite? ask for money like they owe u a living like that... cant u even be fucking polite for once om ur fucking screwed up life?u should be fucking happy that ur parents haven screw u up after u making them pissed after this 18 yrs... if u dun get screwed by ur parents... u will get screwed by us... maybe not by me... but by ur so called frens around u... trust me...

tml i sunday... hmmm... ok... thats all i got to say for now... cya
buhbye~`~

I pen down my thoughts at 10:53 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

i haf been sick since like saturday... must be my bro pass to me de... then now i pass back to him... haiz... feeling sick sux... but being sick once in a while also gd lo... but i miss the taste of food... i cant taste anything... most of the time in the day my nose is blocked... stuffed with mucus... damn sian... haha... but it ok... iam getting used to it...

hope i get well soon tho... and suet too... sigh... today shuan went to find me at my home... but too bad never deliver breakfast... lol... he no school... i also sick... never go school... so he come slack abit lo... watch finished "Kanon 2006"... the ending was like... dumb? but in the end i kinda got the whole story... the stupid show keep skipping here and there... making u think of wads gonna happen... i would grade it 3/5 tho... sheng tat ah... more anime pls... haha... i dunno wad to watch...

went to dbg at 3 plus? i think... saw gilbert... knn... ask him go eat lunch dun wan... say want to play maple... basket... dun care him la... then me and shaun go eat chicken rice at dhoby Xchange... quite good... $2.50 nia... budget... went back to find gilbert... watch bert bert play until shaun doze off... then when shaun awake go play game...then i go slp... around 4 plus sleep until 6 plus... bert was waiting for yuer to come ma... then she woke me up by pinching my nose... made me woke up instantly... heh... saw albert too... but he got to go early... dinner with his mum... his going back on wed... cya albert... not gonna miss u... sit awhile play game... then let nic take photo... smoke... blabla... going on with a usual day at dbg... fav song in DM and GF is "Wish"... session then the sound... POWER... i like... heh...

arcade closing liao... share a cab with nic and suet... nic also power... haven even wait for 5 mins... then he decided to book a cab... how much money can he spend man... reach home... tried installing maple... but maple cant work on windows vista? they say not compatible... i try again tml ba... thinking about you all this while since i reached home... i feel happy just thinking about u... ate some bread when i got home... bread is damn filling... full ah...

its 1... and iam sleepy... but i cant get to sleep... thinking bout u... again... your on my mind every sec in my life... guess i gonna slp by 1.30 ba... see how... haha

zZzZzZz~

I pen down my thoughts at 1:06 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

walau eh... did'nt expect the stupid N level english oral examination to be so hard... the passage was alright... the picture discussion is die luh... conversation... i fucking lied my way thru... wahahah... bo heng suay liao... hope can get some good grades...

anyone notices it is friday the 13th yesterday?? i also dunno wad izzit... but is kind of a bad day rite??? dunno la... i also don't believe in those stuff... haha... i am hallelujah... hehe... just not dbg... nvr play game... got sore throat... flu... cough and slight fever... sian la... hope i get better soon... but i some how dun wanna get better also... i guess iam gonna slp soon anyway... its getting bad for my body... so many people sick lo... me, my bro, my real papa, david... suet also sick... haiz... so sad... wads wrong with singapore... can spread so many germs de... lol...

but nvm la... once in awhile sick also good... can keng frm school.... haha... and congrats kang on 1400... jia you yor... 30 pts to go... i behind u all the way.... hehe...

slping soon... rest... CIAO~

I pen down my thoughts at 3:45 AM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

knn... tml haf N level oral examination... then guess wad... today kena sore throat... wa lan eh... tml go oral not sure die... drink water i scared also no use... sigh... but worry also no point ya? even tho i haf a sore throat i believe still can pass de la... heh...

today go school... study some stuff... and guess wad... i still can win 10 bucks from playing blackjack in school... lol... today damn slack... but got study abit abit lo... tml also must go... tml no oral i nvr go lo... haha... i plan on just anyhow do my humanities and science... i wanna brush up on my maths... cos is like easy and iam still failing it... wad am i coming to... now just try past N level's first ba... after N's... lets PPAARRTTYY!! but damn... where can i go... iam still a 15 yr old kid... y aren't i older... but guess being young also got advantages de ba... lol...

N level N level N level.... stress AH!!

zZz~ Let Me Be The One Who Calls You Baby All The Time~~~

I pen down my thoughts at 6:46 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

hmm... seems like everyday if i go to school... something will happen... and is been quite alot of times when i go to school on a perticular day... subject teachers are not in school... so if god is playing with me like that... i put in effort to wake up to go to school... then when i reach school... either i get caught or teachers dun come... haiz... this is kinda making me loose my morale tho...

and seems like everytime i go to school... i just end up playing poker cards... so... will it be better if i get someone to teach me every single thing i need to know then i self study at home??? like doing 10 year series and stuff??? maybe... shall see how... haiz... this is getting boring... secondary school... sigh... but ppl say poly is worse... damn... then wad should i do... but anyway... dun intend on going to poly after O's anyway... go take some drum exam... haf consulted my dad... asked him... he say go take exam... sounds cool... then maybe i can really be a drum teacher someday... but no one can predict the future ya? maybe u wont be able to get wad u want... life is just so chim... until now... still cant think of any easy way out in life... sigh...

u guys may think iam young... but i do think... about the future... frens... loved ones... blablabla... everything... is just that i dun think infront of u guys... just think of me as the "small eyes always wanna sleep" Zariel... it would be better that way... i guess... hmm... N lvl is october 1st week... 2 months plus to N... high ah... i better study... tommorrow go school... i also think is play cards again... wad can i do... teachers dun wanna teach... should i blame myself for not revising on my own or should i blame the teachers for not revising at all... maybe we are not playing our part as a student also... bleah...

i am not very worried about N actually... iam more worried bout O's next year... how to study sia... i think i will die... or maybe study with toasty... wahaha... same year take O' lvl... damn... but whatever... yi bu zou yi bu ba...

iam bored again... go for a smoke... hehe... cya guys...

I pen down my thoughts at 9:55 PM

Sunday, July 8, 2007

kinda lazy to blog this few days... now then blog lo... yesterday went dbg... find ppl... but when reach there only got a few ppl... me, suet, tat, albert and ermo... then ermo was like snapping pictures for the whole bloody day... he used 6 reels of film if iam not wrong... haf fun ermo... usual lo... then later nite le so many ppl come... terry, alex, shuan, mummy, daddy, xian, daddy 2, trac and many ddr ppl... play arcade close...

daddy wanna watch movie... so all go watch... but not all mentioned above... then faiz drunk sia... retard cock... cannot even walk straight... but he still insisted on watching movie... he like pay for the ticket go in and sleep... lol... watched die hard 4.0... the main actor like wont die de... he kena shot kena bang jump out of car... also wont die... machiam more realistic "superman"... watch le then slack around with suet, faiz, steven, kenny and ivan... they all super cock la.. cannot stand them.... talk until 4? then kenny and ivan go eat.... me and suet buay tahan go home... then now today wake up lo...

and... fuck that anoymous fucker who keeps tagging on my tag board... fuck u... so wad if iam fucking racist... is it ur fucking problem... if ur not happy with my blog then dun fucking come and read la u fucker... u must be either malay or some stupid retarded indian who has fucking no brain and come and talk to me about racist issues? fuck you understand... u can fucking tell me who u are if u want... i may not know u anyway... but i dun fucking care... i curse u to fucking burn in hell and may you suffer and incurable disease then makes your penis rot and grow mouldy... if ur a fucking female... may ur pussy bleed until u die on ur nxt mensuration... fuck u understand... u can go find a non racist country somewhere on this earth and go there and preach about ur fucking "DONT BE A RACIST" issues... let me tell u... so wad if iam racist... iam not the only one... since ur so fucking free to leave a tag about me being vulgar and racist... y not scout everyones blog and tell them too... hello... the ppl in my links are more vulgar then me OK?! if ur so fucking free go see la... fucking retard... just eat shit and die... may ur decendents be born without hands or limbs and they cant even support u when ur old and going to die... or should i just say u wont be fucking able to live that fucking long... just fucking get rammed over by a bull dozer and fucking die now... a big fuck u to you... u fucking bastard chao chee bye... i will still continue to be a fucking racist and u cant stop me... if u care about me being racist... go try caring bout the whole fucking world instead... i know u cant... cos i presume ur going to fucking die even before u even read this post... fuck u son of a bitch... u can go ask ur parents if they are racist... i bet they are... and u... some retarded fucker trying to act like iam the only fucking racist person in this whole fucking world... go try asking ur parents... i know they are... u dun need to try and explain on my fucking tag board... if u haf a problem... just FUCK OFF... u fucking understand wad iam trying to say? or maybe ur too stupid or just dumb or u cant fucking understand the fucking english iam typing...

hey bros... help me burn this fucker too... his fucking getting on my nerves... thanks...

I pen down my thoughts at 2:20 PM

Saturday, July 7, 2007

fri... kinda boring fri... no entertainment... no tock cock session... nothing.. only some arcade and games of pool... pool getting shitier... need to play more often... heh...

today saw the korean "PRO" that people were talking about... he is really good... better then the current guitar "no.1" for sure... pui... number one... damn crazy... was looking at his skill list when he scrolling thru... prayer 95%... crazy... mirage 9x%... crazy guy... his really a monster... but he humps the guitar too... like someone... haha... but his like thousand times better then that someone... play pump it up today... its getting addictive... good shit excersise... sweat more then ddr.... fun too... lalala~

and... fuck the fucker who fucking spoiled my day... i see your fucking face i also du lan... chao chee fucking bye... go eat shit and die or something... damn... i dun wanna waste my energy typing bout that fucker... just die ok?!

sheng tat still wanna me type a 2000 word essey... i seriously cant do it... lol... u do it ba... once u done it tell me... haha...

tired... gonna slp...

zZz~

I pen down my thoughts at 2:58 AM

Thursday, July 5, 2007

guess what... went to school today... woke up early... but still late for school... late nvm... then the fucking indian operations manager come di siao siao go catch my hair... nvm... i damn du lan is he just let my hair passed last week and his fucking catching me again now...

WAD THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME U STUPID INDIAN... IF U THINK MY HAIR IS A FUCKING PROBLEM THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING TOLD ME TO FUCKING CUT IT THE OTHER TIME... STILL TELL ME HAIR WILL GROW LONG AFTER ONE OR TWO WEEKS... FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND... BTW... THE O.M IS BALD... NB... THEN GIVE ME ONE FUCKING LETTER ASK ME GET MY FUCKING HAIR CUT AGAIN THEN CAN GO BACK TO SCHOOL... KNN IF NOT FOR N LEVELS I ALSO WONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT THE FUCKING SCHOOL WITH FUCKED UP WORKERS IN THERE... FUCK YOU SERANGOON SECONDARY... SCREW YOU... MAY EVERYONE WHO WORKS THERE FUCKING BURN IN HELL... KAN NI NA CHAO CHEE BYE... THOSE WHO DRIVE... HOPE U GET INTO A FUCKING HELLA BIG ACCIDENT ON SOME FUCKING EXPRESS WAY IN SINGAPORE AND DIE FROM THE FUCKING CRASH... AND MAY NO ONE ATTEND UR FUCKING FUNARAL AND JUST GO TO FUCKING HELL... THOSE WHO DONT DRIVE... MAY THEIR LIMBS BREAK AND CANNOT BE USED EVER AGAIN... SO U CANT FUCKING COME TO THE FUCKING SCHOOL AND WORK... JUST GO EAT SHIT AND DIE FUCKERS... SCREW U BITCHES... TO THE FUCKING MALAY PIG D.M AND INDIAN O.M... FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND... ALL BOTH OF YOU KNOW HOW TO SAY IS "IF U DO NOT WANT TO APPLY TO THE SCHOOL RULES... GO FIND ANOTHER SCHOOL" SO WAD... U THINK THE FUCKING SCHOOL RULES IS PERFECT... AND IF WE ARE LATE... U SAY ITS OUR FAULT... NOT THE SBS BUSSES COS THEY HAVE A FUCKING FIXED SCHEDULE?! SCREW YOU... SHIT HAPPENS OK! U THINK EVERY SBS BUS DRIVERS ARE FUCKING ROBOTS AND CAN FUCKING PERFECT OUT EVERY SINGLE TRIP THEY GO AND PICK PEOPLE UP?! UR A O.M AND D.M AND U DUN EVEN HAF A FUCKING BRAIN TO GO AND THINK... ALWAYS PUTTING THE FUCKING BLAME ON US STUDENTS... O YA... I FORGOT... INDIAN AND MALAY DUN HAF BRAIN... MAY BOTH OF U BURN IN HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY... HOPE U BASTARDS FUCKING DIE SOON FROM WHATEVER CAUSE IT MAY BE...

phew... thats it... kinda pissed... but iam okay... kinda tired too...

goodbye~

I pen down my thoughts at 3:54 PM

Monday, July 2, 2007

just reached home from eating prata... haha... nvr had dinner... so went to eat prata with faiz.. hehe... just now eat one egg one gosong one mushroom.. had 2 drinks... so thirsty... guess wad... i only tell them i eat one egg one gosong... so mushroom FREE... free food is always delicious... haha... indians are dumb... hehe... hope no indians read my blog... o there is one... someone called JQ if iam not wrong.. waahahah....

fixed up the dtx luh... so mafan and so heavy... sound kinda sucks tho... but i dun haf the wire to connect to the comp... so cannot connect luh... but nvm... i did'nt intend to use it to play dtx also... just wanted to play songs and practice my stroking etc etc... is good having this at home... but scared my neighbour complain... the downstairs guy kinda unfrenly... dun care him la... hehe...

tml will be going dbg... not sleeping tonite luh... so early luh how to sleep... LOL... wait tommorrow cannot wake up then die... waste my whole holiday... make full use of holidays... wahaha... see anyone who is at dbg tommorrow...

CIAO~

I pen down my thoughts at 4:35 AM

Sunday, July 1, 2007

watched finish "shuffle!" today... didnt haf time to watch... haha... thanks tat... recommend the anime... quite nice... heh...

hmm.... wad did i do on fri... hmm... O YA... went to dbg... went to get my phone done... NOW IS UP LE... finally... stupid starhub... phone under my mums name then keep needing her IC and letter of authority... cant i just settle the problem myself?! stupid... update me with ur numbers again pls... all my contacts gone... hehe...

btw... heard cck DM spoil... izzit true?? hmm... today is sunday.... o... went to play pool on friday too... with suet faiz albert shaun and the 2 lil brothers... haha... pool is a fun game... next time go play again ba... haha... my skill in pool is getting from bad to worse... used to play all day... but damn long nvr play le... last game before friday's game was like dunno months ago??? must go play more again... hehe...

todays gonna be a boring day... but gonna get a dtx xpress 2 today... kinda old.. but later getting frm my dad... then bring home and try connect to the comp... if can then.. HOSEH AH... but srry guys... i cant allow u guys to come my hse and try it out... maybe if u come my hse and ton then can ba.. hehe... but not confirm weather can connect to comp... should be able to... but must figure out tonight... faiz should be the first one to try out... if he know he sure come my hse after school and play de lo... haha...

gonna rot till 6? then go sembawang... after that maybe going dbg... if u are going... XD

going msn for now... recommend more anime... bored...

CIAO~

I pen down my thoughts at 2:03 PM