Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i wont leave even if i stay home
i wont leave even u think iam not sticky anymore
i wont leave... so please stop thinking
probably no matter wad i do
the feeling of being safe will not be there
i wonder when will that be?
please stop thinking
its depressing...
I pen down my thoughts at 3:21 AM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
hey... long while since i made a post... haha... all was dearies doing... haha... thanks dearie for missing me so much... now i blog while ur sleeping in the other room ... hahaha...december holidays... nothing much actually... celebrated christmas with dearie, faiz, ermo, nicol, his gf, bert, yuer, andrew, lixian... just like that... its all over... then to my birthday... thanks dearie, jq, david, shin, ermo and joel... who were free to celebrate with me... thanks u guys... it was really enjoyable... its been awhile since i celebrated birthday with friends... everyone only cares bout the new year... :( haha... and thats the end of year 2008...its already 7 days since 2009... still waiting for my results and wondering wad am i going to do in the future... just wanna slack slack slack... dun feel like working either.. hahahaha... I CARE... looking forward to CNY... not for the money... but spending my first CNY with dearie... and for friends and MAHJONG... ERR... soon soon... i wonder where is albert... i think he is back later? prolly visit him tml... haha... thats kinda all for the year 2009... 2008 was alright? i dunno... there were ups... there were downs... i really dunno wad to say about 2008... hope this year would run smoothly for everyone... and LOVE YOU DEAR!!! MWAAH!!!...ZZZ....
I pen down my thoughts at 11:40 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008

Dear dear dearest love
I'm so missing you right now.
Alot of things going in my mind now.
I want you to be here with me at every point of my life.
I want you to be here with me on sleepless nights.
Tonight's taking forever D:
Baby, I need you :'(
So wanted to call you but since you were so tired, I didn't ask.
Why do men work like that and why do girls work in different ways?
Urgh.
But still, Opposites attract (:
I pen down my thoughts at 4:07 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Dearie.
Could I plead with you to blog more?
LOL
I know you do not have com, but you can always 'snatch' my com from me
Then maybe I'll show you my secret posts someday.
It's 0350 in the morning now, and I can't get to sleep.
Just want to let you know that
I
L
Y
D
M
(:
<3
I pen down my thoughts at 3:49 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
My last post was 2 months ago??!!! didnt feel like blogging... haha... but now iam so bored early in the morning... so just blog to kill time and a lil update on my life... its not that fun tho... :(O' Levels just finished a week ago... kinda happy about that... but results wise... i doubt so... take result then say.. lol... recently... just kinda boring... just sleep and wake up like there is no meaning in life... i wake up and think wad can i do today... meet dearie? thats for sure... then go dbg again??? SIBEI SIAN AH!!! needa find a part time job... quick... but no lobang... applied for a job at Yamaha... wanna work with bro and faiz... but now... that stupid boss dun wan hire us... lol... i wonder why? sigh... but whatever... now gonna work at the IT fair at EXPO from 27-30 tho... 1 hr $6... selling fucked up lap tops... Y NOT? moreover my friends are working with me... hope i dun fuck up while working... damn scared.... hahaha...for the rest of the previous week or so... kinda spending time with dearie... she seems kinda down lately... she thinks we drifted apart... i dun think so... we still love each other so very much right??? i hope u would be happy u know? i would do anything for u really... I LOVE U DEAR!!! MWAAH...ok... back to reality... i need a job badly!!! omg... sigh... this is all i guess...BYE BYE!
I pen down my thoughts at 10:31 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
♡ you better not change your password yor :x if not you won't know how much i miss you already D:
anyway. i'll be heading to the bank to settle some things, maybe i'll head over to your place to find you for dinner if you don't mind seeing me again lah.
虽然你很少笑也很少说话,
你依然还是我最深爱的男人。
♡
after O levels you've decided to go to the army le, don't know what am i going to do without you D: feel so lost, without you is like without my support. And your "poem" is damn cute lah, seems like those primary school autograph book write de stuff s:
But still.
my KADBF :3
我永远爱你~
I pen down my thoughts at 2:12 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
hmm... iam kinda fucked now... cos i think i threw away a letter which required me to register for NS... gotta call the god damn hot line and ask them fucking send me another letter... errr... this sucks... sigh... probably gonna go for ns like nxt year already!!! OH NO... but whatever... fucking get over with it and iam happy... dun intend to go to poly anyway... zzz... hope dearie stays with me till the end...Roses Are RedViolets Are BlueOne For MeAnd One For You
I pen down my thoughts at 7:29 AM